Wednesday, April 15, 2009

I'm so not rational at the moment....

...Frustated..iyup..i'm all that..

just came out from the boss' room talking 'bout future plan...bla bla...and usually i just snap out from all the topics...but everytime he says 'bout his plan..the only plan that i ever put my eyeballs in will be this database section plan - ORACLE...

meetings over meetings..he'll say..'yes..i need 1 or 2 people in this'...usually there'll be 2 names crafted in my head...and definitely so far i think one out of those 2 names will be 'ME'...

i just can't stand waiting and hoping that it is me whom clutching that OCA or OCP cert...therefore in a relax manner I asked him..who does he want to send for the oracle certification..wohooo!!..I AM NOT HIS FAVOR'..I told him - I've spent my 2 years focusing in 'ONLY' oracle programming..and i really want to move into this path..he just nodded and said, 'oo i need to discuss this with the others'..PLUS..'MR M writes good stored proc'...my prompt answer: 'oo..en K tak tengok saya punye lagi(oo you haven't seen mine yet)'...

..come to think about it...i just feel like my artwork has not being appreciated..i thank you Rohaizal for giving me the opportunity for those oracle training...I don't blame Mr M for being recognized by the boss..maybe he really is good..but If..just If there's someone here to sell my name for that seat...I might be seen...

well..my dreams are not shreadded yet..Backup plan - of course spending my very own kaching...but..I must earn more than what i got today...How? Leaving is one of the options......